14 November, 2010
~ The Holiday ~
my fav script.....
I hav found almost everything written about love to be true,
S;pire said “Journeys end in lover meeting” what an extraordinary thought.
Personally, I hav not experienced anything remotely close to that but I’m more than willing to believe what s’pire had, I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should, I’m constantly amazed by it sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was s’pire who also said, “love is blind’ now that is something I know to be true.
For some quite inexplicably…..love fades
For others…. Love is simply lost
But than of course, love can also be found, even if just for the night....
And than there’s another kind of love, the cruelest kind, the one that almost kills its victim.
It called unrequited love.
Of that, I am an expert.
Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other.
But what about the rest of us?
What about our stories?
Those of us who fall in love alone.
We are the victims of the one-sided affairs.
We are the cursed of the loved ones.
We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded.
The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space.
Yes, you are looking at one such individual.
And I hav willingly loved, that man for over three miserable years.
The absolute worst years of my life
The worst chmas, the worst birthday
New Years Eve brought in by tears and valium
These years I’ve been in love have been the darkest days of my life
All because I’m cursed by being in love with a man who does not love me and will not love me back………heart pounding, throat thickening, absolutely can swallow, all the usual symptom.