sedang sya terlalu sibuk.....
dgn bebab tugasan opis... nak wat co bru la palk.... sibuk mcm haram...
sya rasa sya sudah kehilangan dan ia berlaku sekali lgi....
bukan satu..... tpi 3.... bukan satu cerita... tp dua cerita.... tiga disini...tiga disana.....
satu kedukaan yg dtg bertimpa2... aku tnya pada hati..
sekali skali aku tumbuk2 dada...
eh.. awat la x sedih ni... napa x mo nages tah...
bole paksa2 sat ..layan2 sedih... alih2 gelak.. sebab rasa lucu sgt nak soh paksa2 sedih... padahal tak la sgt...
it's remind me Amanda... Cameron Diaz in The Holiday... dia pon nak nages x leh......hurm...
me want to be Iris... but then Iris bole mengangis melalak2.. me cannot la already...
nak lg best .. pas saya luah semua tulis kat sini... semua akan hilang... ayoyo.... lg la x rak sedih...
sume akan jadi...numb.................... extremely silent.....
itula saya.... duka demi duka.... buat saya lali...
cuma sya risau..umur dah makin tua jee.....sapa agaknya nak jaga saya nanti..... itu pon kalu umor panjang..
penyakit saya??? mungkin dah mula mengintai... masih blom ada symtom... tp saya takut dtg tiba2....
jgn la saya sampai menyusahkan sesapa nagn sakit saya nanti...
mungkin ini la hikmah nya... Allah dah tentukan yang terbaik utk umat nya...
saya harus terima denagn redha..
cuma sya pohon... dpt la kira nys sya berkunjung ke tnah haram.....
dan selesai hutang piutang???? tah la... mcm x kan abes jee
sebelum saya menghembus nafas terakhir.............. ;(
"Ya Allah, perbaikilah agamaku untukku yang mana ia merupakan penjaga perkaraku. Perbaikilah duniaku yang di dalamnya terdapat kehidupanku. Perbaikilah akhiratku untukku yang di dalamnya terdapat tempat kembaliku. Jadikanlah hidupku sebagai tambahan untukku dalam setiap kebaikan, serta jadikanlah matiku sebagai istirahat untukku dari segala keburukan."
Followers
26 February, 2011
24 February, 2011
Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts Official Video
No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most
I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html ]
Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most
I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html ]
Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
12 February, 2011
ni apa???? ni apa??? ni apa???
suara comel.... sudah buat aku terlalu rindu...
Hanya Allah yg tahu perasaan hamba... bila menunggu saat2 yg dinanti...
penerimaan mula agak hambar... hamba cuba tidak terlalu ghairah menerebos hidup simanja2....
dua2 comel.... wajah suci menyimpan seribu tanda tanya.. tapi terlalu sukar untuk meraka pahami...
mungkin hanya dibuang jauh2 perassan ingin tahu.. lantas sibuk memerhati keriangan sekeliling...
iman nak mandi!!!! amin pon.!!! kat situ!! kat situ!!...
x bole sayang.... baju x bawak..... iman ada!! ada bawak baju... mana?? ... iman senyap.... amin pon senyap....
Hanya Allah yg tahu perasaan hamba... bila menunggu saat2 yg dinanti...
penerimaan mula agak hambar... hamba cuba tidak terlalu ghairah menerebos hidup simanja2....
dua2 comel.... wajah suci menyimpan seribu tanda tanya.. tapi terlalu sukar untuk meraka pahami...
mungkin hanya dibuang jauh2 perassan ingin tahu.. lantas sibuk memerhati keriangan sekeliling...
iman nak mandi!!!! amin pon.!!! kat situ!! kat situ!!...
x bole sayang.... baju x bawak..... iman ada!! ada bawak baju... mana?? ... iman senyap.... amin pon senyap....
iman nak mandi!!!! amin pon.!!! kat situ!! kat situ!!...
x bole sayang.... baju x bawak..... iman ada!! ada bawak baju... mana?? ... iman senyap.... amin pon senyap....
iman nak mandi!!!! amin pon.!!! kat situ!! kat situ!!...
x bole sayang.... baju x bawak..... iman ada!! ada bawak baju... mana?? ... iman senyap.... amin pon senyap....
aku pon x pasti... brapa kali soalan yg sama... statement yg sama.. diulang oleh ketiga2 hamba Allah yg masih janggal bersama... lucu pulk rasa nya...
ada sedikit tmabahan ayat hamba untuk memujuk si manaja2... tp rasa cam sengal je ayat hamba... ;p
hamba masih kekok sgt... hamba hairan... sebab hamba mmg biasa dgn budak.. anak2 buah hamba berderet manja ngna hamba....
tp bila hamba analisis semula.. baru hamba perasan... adik2 mnaja ku.. fatimah mira dila maisara, anak2 ku.. damia dalisha wawa mazwin.. sepupu2 cilik ku.. atin ain... wah... semua puteri2 comel mnaja rupnya..
patut pon hamba kekok sgt bersama amir n amin... huhhu..... balqish tak ada.. barangkala kalu balqish ada.. habes hamba gomol2.... hhehe...
tp .. wajah manja2 iman & amin sudah x bisa ku lupa... mungkin sekali lgi hamba mencari penyakit bila nanti takut dilanda kecewa... kalu dulu hamba bersusah melupakan seorang makhluk Allah.. sekrg hamba sgt gusar hati... lebih ramai yg hamba perlu lupakan.... kenapa hamba berkata begitu...
kerana hamba x pasti lgi.... hamba tidak mampu mengintai sedikit pon masa depan.... hamba agak blur... dan susah hati.. terlalu byk perkara.... terlalu byk...
panggilan talian dr jauh minggu ini dr kakak syanag ku..... byk membuat hati ini gusar....
panggilan ini ku tunggu dr tahun sudah.. skrg baru mahu dipnaggil... dan temptanya tentu menghala ke selatan... hamba akan makin jauh.... sekarg saja sudah rasa terlalu jauh..... dan kejauahan ini hanya akan menyukarkan. kesinambungan kisah kami..... hamba pasrah... hamba serah pada Yg Maha Esa...
hamba sudah habes ikhtiar ...
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